lazzzybug

i'm posting for the form. I've got nothing to say and i'm sure people dont' give a flying F++ck

 


I was at the dentist this week and this music was playing while I was waiting on the chair and looking at the laminated pics of yatch on the wall. 
The music is better if you don't look at the video, but the clip is still a fun curisoty of the 80's. I really don't get the connection with the song thought, LOL

I never necessarily took it for granted by I also never adknowledge it as it should. People do the nicest things for me. I have ordeals like everybody else but I am in a moment in my life where people do or say little things that mean the world; a time in my life where I can actually see it.
My Mom loves me unconditionaly ( well I never told her I was bi, or maybe omnisexual, but that's not an issue for me). My long time friend Gaby loves me and I love her too. Deborah, a friend I met through Gaby, always seeks my prescence, it is gratifying. The same for Stas, Kirril and Sasha ( the Isreali stooges), they are great folks and we enjoy each other alot. My Boss, and colleagues at work; they love me and really appreciate me and I enjoy my time with them ( that's why I've been working at Pointe St-Charles for 4 years and commute from Laval).
France yesterday held me tight and gazed at me intensly with a meaning I don't quite understand, but there was love in that gaze.
Teresa invited me to dinner today with her friend Hervé and it was lovely. Leaving the car, she kissed my hand.
I cherish those moments greatly. I am so greatful to never have to question my friends' and parent's love towards me and I pray it lasts forever.

I fell on this.....AWWWWWWWWW *fuzzies*

          Selon mes souvenirs as an ethnocentric american, the 21st century started with 9/11 which led to the Afghan and Iraqui War...Louisianna bit the dust with spectacularly ravaging Katrina...the Horseman of the End stroked Haiti's cheeks wth a 7.5 earthquake and burning wave of cholera...Chili lived through the dawn of Doom with a 8.?? earthquake...New Zealand felt the earth dance with and earthquake of 7.1 , than 6.3 the year after... Australia almost sunk with floods of biblical portions...like a bad Hitchcock parody, flocks of birds fell dead from the sky, a simultaneous phenomenon around the world, and now Japan is living throught their own "sweet" little slice of HELL with earthquake, tsunami and nuclear explosion imminent...
There is something traveling the Earth from North to South, West to East and I'm wondering how many loops it'll do around the globe before it's hunger is sasiated?

I know that alot of the old generations like to treat Gen Y of limp wristed lazy arse Child King; drowned in the technological aged built upon the inventions of their parents. No Wars, no activism to call their own and define their generation...But think about it, Gen Y certainly doesn't fight the Human mouvements like their ancestors actually Human mobilisations don't form like they used too (ex. Tunisie, Egypt and now Lybian mobilisations and manifestations helped by twitter and facebook), however to me it is clear that Gen Y will be defined by it's survival of Nature's Manifestations. That's as hard a battle as any.

In the space of so many months...and it's just the begining...

My best throughts and hopes for Japan...

No, but like REALLY. You KNOW I just had to!

I don't know if it's the full moon or link to the five work day week, but today agin I let alittle bit loose from my leash. It was wrong, it wasn't such a big deal but I was wrong. Sigh... I can't stand idiocy, but it doesn't mean I have to act upon it. Anyways by putting myself in the clients shoes he was totally right. I really don't like myself in these moments.
People like me in general, but I really wonder what kind of image I send? I wish I had a nice Fanfic harry potter, all sweet and mature and powerful that would pet me and say : "there, there I understand, give yourself some slack."

Sadly i can't.

I'm back from Quebec. It was a cool, low-profile trip for X-mas.
My brother bought me all the MonsterHigh Dolls!  XD XD XD XD

Mayumi Asano's  «Hisoka, Norowareta tsukiya no kioku»

It's a beautiful song. Makes me think of «Voices» from Macross

Also if you have time check out «These Dreams» by Heart. When I hear this song, I'm in my teens, early nineties...and the video is SOOOO eighties. The HAIR, lol.